I
am the Night
By Alex Shalenko
© 2015
Monster. Such a simple word, yet so laden
with meaning. Such a cavalcade of imagery that dances with every flicker of the
flame as the sun goes down. A serrated tusk in the dark, a sinuous lash of a
tentacle from the still water, a sharp fang against the soft flesh of your
throat – you know them all, some as a distant threat from a cautionary tale,
others as an intimate tugging inside your chest, an inexplicable urge to avoid
the shaded places and to stay in the light.
It is an instinct that carries on from your
primitive ancestors, their memories of huddling over the open fire inside the
angry, hungry night – an instinct of prey knowing that it is being watched from
that space where its eyes cannot see, the scent of danger and fear.
Make no mistake – I am watching you.
I see you hug the luminous circles of
gaslight lamps as you warily make your way across the London street. It is as
dirty and grime-ridden as the faces that stare from the narrow, dilapidated
windows, a gathering of prey in their multitude.
As I skulk through the places where no light
touches, I pause to reflect that there seem to be more of them now than ever
before. It is easy to lose track of lazy centuries interrupted only by brief,
exhilarating moments of violent feeding,
so easy to miss the changes in the pace of the times, yet tonight, the time has
never been better.
The prey is plentiful, and the night is the
essence of the hunt.
My talons make a screeching sound against the
stonework of the wall. Somewhere inside, a hushed whisper, an urge to be quiet.
The day… might be theirs, but the night is not, and has never been.
I see you jerk around as you hear it, and
scan the narrow alleys one by one. Under the street light, you are exposed –
face painted with gaudy makeup to hide the onset of age, hair carelessly tucked
away under the hat to disguise your recent proclivities, long skirts that
almost, but not quite give off an air of respectability. Your fingers are
weighed down with rings displaying stones that are just too large to be real;
your eye shadow is smeared with sweat or perhaps tears. There is a slight
tremor in your jaw, barely noticeable hesitation in your movements.
I hear you whisper something – a prayer, or
perhaps some futile form of reassurance that the monsters do not exist, or that
perhaps it was an adventurous vermin, or a drunkard stumbling about on his way
home. For the moment, I remain completely, perfectly still.
You look at me and past me. There was a time
when I would have appeared from the darkness in all of my terrible majesty,
savoring every moment of terror that comes before the end, every tear of
denial, every whimpering sob before that which has no mercy.
The times have changed. Primitive spears and
swords gave way to the weapons that leave the sting of lingering pain even
though they have little bearing on the final outcome without the numbers. And
now, there are many of you, too many to be taken in the open.
These times do not favor the beast and his
savage ways. No, they call for another kind of predator – a patient hunter who
thrives even when outnumbered, using the very constructs of his prey to expand
his prowling grounds into their world.
A slight breeze touches my face, and with it,
smells of raw sewage from the Thames laced with barely noticeable undercurrent of
salt from the Channel, rotting seaweed, and ever-present heavy overlay of coal
powering the industries of the city. There is a scent of something dead on the
wind, and I cannot shake it off even when trying to focus on the essence of
your mortal shape.
You are no more than a hundred feet away, if
that. I savor the thought of racing across the cobbled stones of the street,
where rain gathers in stagnant pools of filthy water and the day’s detritus
decomposes into unrecognizable miasma. Hunger pulsates within me like a living
heart, making my claws expand and contract with anticipation, bringing a snarl
to my face as my tongue feels the outlines of my growing fangs. I can almost
taste the sweet, coppery sensation, the feel of the warm liquid gushing from your
open arteries, the texture of the meat and the organs as they are ripped out of
your still twitching carcass to sate me.
You stumble, one last failure of mortal
imperfection before the great, horrifying unknown consumes you, and I allow
myself a moment of laxity, peeking from the shadow to let you glimpse that
which is stalking you.
You scream in sudden terror, and it saves me.
I feel the blade as it rushes through the
air, hand shaken off course by a momentary lapse of resolve. It strikes me in
the back, though no longer true, and I screech a howl of agony even as I scale
the wall, bleeding precious vitae. A window, barred from the inside. A brick
misaligned with the rest of the stonework becomes a foothold, then a
springboard towards the roof.
I land among the chimneys even as bullets
wheeze past me. The wound on my back aches with dull throbs, but it is not
mortal, and I thank my luck for the scream that caused my assailant’s aim to
falter. I cling closer to the roof, blending in, becoming one with the night as
I slither between the protruding chimney stacks.
There is now light in the alley, a torch if
the smell of burning tar and the flickering orange of the open flame are any
indications. I hear the footsteps – one, two, three sets, a drum beat accentuating
harsh, terse verbal exchanges.
“It is there, I’m telling you,” speaks a
voice, by the sound of it a young man possessed by the rash bravado of his
kind. “We should go up and finish the job, Professor.”
“Patience, milord,” counsels another voice. This
one is aged, weary, with the raspy undertone of a long-time tobacco smoker. “We
have it cornered. Your bullets will only give it pause. We should wait it out
until it leaves the roof and we can stake it for good.”
Now, a third voice enters the conversation.
This one is higher-pitched, either a youth who had just hit puberty, or a
woman. “Are you sure this is… wise? Can it hear us? Can it understand what we
are saying?”
“The Nosferatu abandoned all higher faculties
of reason, my dear Alice,” the Professor replies with the smug conviction
reserved for extremes of misplaced arrogance. “Think of it as a wild beast. A
dangerous and cunning wild beast, to be sure, but do not mistake its form for
its function. Though it looks like a man…”
“Enough with the lectures,” the young man
interrupts impatiently. “We came here to end this thing, not to hold academic
debate.”
“Adam…” the woman, Alice, interjects, and I
crawl closer to the edge of the roof.
“This thing has been killing women around
Whitechapel for weeks,” Adam shouts. I dare not show my face in the flickering
light of the torch as it peels away the layers of fog, so I imagine him as an
amalgam of many others, a tall and overconfident youth with the latest weapons
of his era, clad in the fineries his privileged position affords him and
utterly, hopelessly fearless. That, however, is what makes him dangerous. Men
like him do not make cautious, rational decisions; they are as likely to make a
terminal mistake as they are to give in to a moment of sudden brilliance.
I feel the muscles in my wounded back reknit
themselves. There is a burning feeling in the wound, as if the blade that
struck me was laced with poison, and it takes me much resolve to clench my
teeth together, not letting a sound escape.
Silver.
Every generation spawns those who fancy
themselves hunters. Though most come
woefully unprepared, there are always few who, either through painstaking
attention to detail or dumb luck, manage to be a real threat to the likes of
me. I remember them quite well – savages with their bone-studded clubs,
armor-clad knights with maces and swords, fops of more libertine eras who
fancied themselves heroes as they struck with their muskets and rapiers. The
beasts have fallen to them, too, but this is not the age of the beast. This is
the time of the patient hunter, and I am ever ready.
Perhaps, a day will come when the knowledge
of men will finally match their desire to match wits with the unknown. There
might yet be the moment when it is my blood that runs down the paved streets
where generations of prey died to sustain me. Perhaps, there will be a night
when they would laugh in my face and end the bloodline older than their
civilizations and nations, more venerable and pure than the exalted among them.
Tonight
is not that night.
I cannot see them, but I can still hear the
sloshing of dirty water under their feet, the slight wheeze in the Professor’s
breath, the sound the fabric makes when the sleeve rubs against the torso. I
can hear all the little things that are hidden from mortal ears, for the night
is bountiful with gifts for those who would accept its tutelage.
They are standing in a semi-circle, and only
one of them keeps moving. I guess that it is Adam; he sounds like the type who
cannot stay still even in the face of danger. This is good news; I pinned him
for the most unpredictable and dangerous of them all, yet his own impetuousness
is what gives him away.
Does he seek to challenge me for some
perceived slight? Does he want to prove himself in the eyes of his peers, or
perhaps to earn adoration of a woman? There are many reasons why men take up
arms against me, and yet all meet the same fate no matter how different they
believe themselves to be.
It is the other two who trouble me now. The
Professor’s breath is a clear sign of where he remains, its shallowness an
indicator of well-hidden anxiety. He, like me, is a patient hunter, but he made
one mistake. A hunter who does not respect his prey will find his fortunes
reversed, and will soon be prey himself.
I do not know what to make of Alice. Women
rarely take it upon themselves to challenge my kind, and I find myself puzzled
over it. Is this a sign of the times, I wonder? Is this another development of
the new, industrial age of history?
Slowly, silently, I creep closer to the edge
of the roof. The chimneys belch out grey and black smoke that blends in with
the infamous London fog. Tonight, it serves to my advantage.
I cannot turn into mist, shift into a bat, or
do one of the myriad things the humans tell each other about me as they huddle
by the fire. Sometimes, when they need a monster, they invent one far more
fantastical than the one stalking them, and in doing so, blind themselves to
their fate.
A brief glance is all it takes. The young man
fires shot after shot in my general direction, heedless of me rolling across
the edge of the roof to flank him and his companions. He is as I imagined –
wild-eyed, long-haired youth with scraggly sideburns attempting to cover the
childish pink of his cheeks, wearing a vest with ornaments reminiscent of
faraway exotic lands. I only get a fraction of a second to look before I move
on.
Speed is of the essence here. His bullets,
even if they have silver tips, cannot kill me, but they can slow me down enough
for the blade to pierce my heart. Therefore, he is my first target.
I fall down like the tide of muscle and sinew
encapsulated in one vicious form, talons extended, jaws open. One of the three
would-be hunters screams. Perhaps it is the realization of what is coming after
them; perhaps it is the instinctive reaction of the mortal mind to things that
dwell in the night.
I hide nothing. Though I share the most basic
vagaries of shape with their kind, there is little mistaking me for what I am.
A monster, they cried through the long centuries as their lifesblood fed me. A
creature of the night, a beast that walks like a man yet is completely inimical
to the children of the sun. A nosferatu,
as this new breed of prey calls me.
A leap takes me into the air and near Adam.
He does not have time to change his aim, and his last shot goes wide. His other
hand holds a torch, which he promptly drops to the ground. I hear a whooshing
sound as the burning tar meets a puddle of standing water, going out. The
alleyway is dark, once more.
I slash with my claw, and feel the resistance
of meat ripping under the onslaught, starting at the shoulder and downward
towards the chest and the abdomen. His clothes become wet rags dripping with
blood as I twist, turning his body into a makeshift shield between me and the
other two hunters.
My other talon enters his body at the
stomach. I feel the warm liquid, the pulse of life stifled as I mangle the
internal organs, ripping through the intestines and smelling the acidic stink
of stomach juices on my claws. The serrated edge of the talon moves up as his
scream is stillborn, muted by the violence of my assault.
“Now!” the Professor shouts. It is a call to
action if I had ever seen one, but he is too late. The humans are too soft, too
slow, too susceptible to sudden shock, and I take full advantage of their
failings. Before the other two hunters get a chance to react, I push Adam’s
body toward them.
My claws are still covered in gore and the
deep red of blood as I charge them.
They are a sorry couple – the young woman a
willowy waif brandishing a crossbow, the Professor an elder past his prime with
a sword in one hand and a cross in the other. A bolt strikes the dying body as
it falls towards them, probably finishing Adam off for good.
I rip the crossbow out of the woman’s hands.
Without it, she is no threat at the moment; instead, I concentrate my attention
on the Professor. His eyes are wide with shock, and he stumbles backwards,
waving the cross in my face as if it is going to save him. The sword, a relic from
some bygone era, is pulled back, poised for a rapid thrust toward my vitals.
Perhaps he expects that I will give him time
for some grandiose speech, or heroic last stand. I give him no such
satisfaction. Before he has a chance to finish the curse on his lips, I swipe
the cross out of his hand. It flies out of sight as a testament to misguided
belief.
Mankind has no power over me, and its gods
are but an afterthought of its fevered delusions. Though my mouth is no longer
suited for human speech, I want to tell him that he is not the first to put
faith in symbols, and that this is not the first god invoked to stop me. Many
were their names, and their worshippers, and many more yet will come, for the
gods can die. Only I remain.
He swings at me clumsily with his sword, and
I easily sidestep its thrust. I see the sweat gathering on his face in tiny
beads; his hair, or the little of it that still remains, is wet and sticking to
the skin. His teeth rattle just enough to suggest the presence of dentures, the
sound of porcelain rhythmically struck against porcelain.
I strike him once in the neck. Blood sprays
out in a small geyser as I hit the artery with expertise borne of a million
nights. The second swipe of my talons nearly decapitates him; soft cartilage
breaks under my attack, and a gaping wound opens in the side of his neck. There
is only enough air in his lungs to let out a sickening sigh in place of a
scream.
A shot hits me in the back like hot coals
against the tender skin. I am propelled forward by the force of its momentum,
stumbling over the body of the Professor and losing my balance. The second shot
hits me near shoulder and throws me on the ground.
The
woman, Alice. Of course, it had to be her, frantically
reloading the gun as I rolled over, my angry snarl the promise of retribution.
Why did
I ignore her, the thought runs through my mind? Was it
out of old habit, or perhaps due to poor judgment?
The bullets are, of course, silver, and they
burn. Oh yes, they burn, and will leave scars. But I have lived through worse.
I get down on all fours and leap like a
lupine beast of prodigious size and strength. She manages another shot, but it
fails to stop me, fails to hit anything vital. My weight, considerably greater
than any mortal’s, knocks her down and keeps her pinned in place.
I imagine what she sees as I smell the
delicious pheromones of fear in her shallow breaths – the very reason her kind
built fires and walls to protect them from the angry night, the distilled
essence of nocturnal predator assembled from the ancestral terrors of human
race. The claws; the teeth; the eyes that abandon any pretense of compassion or
mercy. She sees it and turns her face to the side, sobbing, trying to whisper
something.
Do you
not like what you see? Are you too pathetic to witness the majesty
before you?
This is always the case with prey. In the
daylight, they are proud and self-assured, believing themselves the masters of
all they survey and dismissing the night terrors as flight of imagination. As
the sun goes down, however, the fears return – the knowledge of being watched,
the challenge to their status as the crowning achievement of all creation.
I consider feeding then and there, but decide
against it. A good hunter never lets the prey escape, and my original prey, you are still alive in the narrow
streets of the Whitechapel district, still running for your pathetic life.
The woman goes limp as I rip out her throat
in one swift movement, then spit out the mangled flesh. A taste of blood whets
my appetite for more, yet I refrain from gorging myself on it. Not now. Not yet. The stinging sensation
from silver bullets retreats, though not far enough. I still feel it – it will
become a motivation to finish the hunt promptly.
I leave the hunters where they are as a
warning to others of their kind. Already, the sounds of fighting are beginning
to attract attention; it would not be long before the city guards – the constables, I believe they call them
these days, arrive in numbers too large even for me to handle.
As I hear the sounds of many feet rap against
the cobblestone streets, I run.
* * *
It does not take me long to pick up your
scent again. I can smell it clearly now, a mixture of cheap perfume, sweat, and
damp clothing. Though the fog and the light rain muddle my senses, they are not
sufficient to keep me from tracking you to another street, just a hundred or so
feet away from what must have been your home.
I strike as you dig frantically for keys,
eager to escape the horrors of the dark. The moment you see me is your last,
and you do not even get a chance to scream as my hand covers your mouth. My
fangs, now fully extended, rip into your neck, and your struggles become more
feeble by the second as I draw sustenance from your life.
The sweet, succulent vitae drips into my
mouth, and for the moment I forget the pain of my wounds, though not the fate
of the hunters. While the city guards are occupied, while they search the
bodies of the dead for any clues to their killer, I have all the time I need to
lay you down, to tear open the abdomen and the rib cage, to feed on the still
warm organs inside.
For you see, the Professor was not entirely
wrong to label me a beast. I am simply a better predator, a being more at ease
with what it is, and more honest than my prey with your civilization, with your
manners and rituals, with your delusions of higher powers protecting you from
the dark. Though the age of coal, steel, and stone requires a patient hunter
over the brute savage, I am what I always was.
Monster.
For I am every shadow that ever was, the
flickering of light before it goes out as it casts unearthly shapes on the wall.
I am the apex of predation who traded pretense of humanity for the simple
pleasure of the hunt that lasts through centuries. I am the noise in the dark
that makes you question everything you know through reason and faith, the
last moment of a nightmare lingering even after the dream is over and carrying
into the waking world. I am the end. I am the monster. I am the night.
© Alex Shalenko, September 23, 2015
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AUTHOR BIO
Alex Shalenko is a science fiction, fantasy,
and horror author, with the debut novel "Bring Out the Dead" due in
2015 through J. Ellington Ashton Press. A native of Ukraine and a heavy metal
enthusiast, he writes imaginative stories laced with darker atmosphere and
complex, realistic characters. Alex makes his home in scenic Maryland, USA.
BRING OUT THE DEAD
Severozavodsk, Russia is
no one's choice destination. A frozen industrial wasteland, it is a grim place
where secrets are buried by blizzards and men. When Jake Levin and Bill Jones,
American financial analysts in search of an investment opportunity, arrive in
Severozavodsk, they will get much more than they bargained for, as the darkness
at the heart of the city surges and primal, inhuman forces begin to stir under
the permafrost. Even with the help of beautiful and secretive Olga, will Jake and
Bill survive the reckoning with powers beyond their comprehension that threaten
the town and all in it?
Love it! Nice atmosphere.
ReplyDeleteExcellent story! I love the first-person account of the vampire. Brilliant!
ReplyDeleteThis sounds Amazing !
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